Sunday, May 26, 2013

The fire

Barely moments before, I was lying asleep, with no clue of what is happening around me. It was almost not me while world was going on with its events. I had no memories and no recall. I was truely asleep.
Suddenly I was shivering and felt as if a snake has bitten me, right on my back. It wasn't painful but it wasn't normal, I was like flying with no weight of mine.

It was almost 5 am when it had happened and if i remember it correctly, it was the time when sun rise typically happens in my part of the world. I could see the sun was trying to come out and it was actualy coming out.

Now as i recall, my body was moving and flying. I felt as if some wrong button in my body has been pressed and as a result my body is behaving against its otherwise normal state of being. I could feel heat and I could feel cold at the same time. How do i describe it. It was like snake bite or it wasnt like one.

I tried speaking but could not. My sound levels had either collapsed or I was speaking in a frequency beyond the human limits of hearing. What was happening to me, I had no control or clue of. Then of a sudden i felt as if a fire has engulfed my body and i could sense a streak of burning right from my toes to my brains.

Then of a sudden, i felt collapsed and was suddenly lying on the earth near my cot and not on the cot i had slept upon.

As a laid unconscious, i heard sounds and voices and could hear each thing and each fraction of noise of events around me. The birds were crooning, the trea leaves were chirping and sounds of insects mating were coming straight to my ears.

What had happened to me, has any spirit entered my body or my body already had a spirit which of a sudden has become invigorated. However it wasnt bad and rather it was good. I could sense my body was very different from what I had seen in mirror. I could see it belonged to earth and could smell the earthen soil of my body.

But it wasnt body alone that defined my state on that day. I had sensed cold, i had sensed heat, I had sensed water. Was i just getting integrated to various elements in my body, which for my living a life had gone in disarray.

Now i remember i had said, i felt as if I had been bitten by a snake. Why did i think of the snake. I got it i got it, it was the sound of hissing in my body and with each hiss, i felt as if I am flying from earth to sky and from sky to earth.

I could feel a snake inside my body, eager to hiss and take me from body to its original state where i could merge with elements I have been made from. I felt like I can do everything and nothing can stop me from doing anything.

Wait, suddenly i felt a fireball inside my body, red in colour and could see the snake sitting on the fireball. It was red and it was moving.  The snake did not feel as if its affected by the heat of the fireball and sitting on fire seems like its natural state. It was comfortable around the fire.

The snake again jumped and hissed and jumped and hissed, all inside my body. With its jumps, I could feel so powerful and capable to take on everything.

"to be continued"